le sigh.
work is tiring. walking home in the heat is tiring.

but...I HAVE CHOCOLATE MOUSSE IN THE FREEZER!! =D

Yayy I had my last classics lecture today. I thought I was goign to really enjoy the course, but nooo, it was (mostly) boring as hell. Depressing that I still have an exam to do for it xD And I have to do more research for it! And they're gonna give us some passages and we have to randomly talk about them! Wtf! Maybe I'm too used to my maths and econ courses we're you're told SPECIFIC questions to answer, but it still seems really strange that you're expected to come up with something to write about yourself. As far as I can tell, they give you NO guidance at all. Just shove a passage at you and say 'go ahead' D: This will not be fun.

The other good news is that I only have 5 days work left at the Ministry (: The pay is awesome, but it'll be so great to have free time again and to be able to sleep in!! SLEEP IN!!!!! And a break before going back to uni will be great too, even if it is only like a week and a half. Sigh.

And I totally want a new laptop. So, instead of doing the sensible thing of saving 75% of my internship money and spending the rest on clothes, food, etc, I'll prob buy a really high end laptop...yay for being able to put $1000 on the student loan for it. I don't know what one to get, though. I don't want another one that'll turn all shit on me after only two years. And it has to be pretty, because my current one is really pretty ): It's my friend. I'll miss it.

Friday after work I'm gonna go buy myself a new stuffed toy =D I've been wanting a new one for ages. I'm such a child. It strangely took me ages to think of goign to TOY WORLD xD I want a big one. A cat, or another horse, or maybe something totally random like a giraffe. (:

I can't settle when I try to watch a movie or tv show. I'll read a book then start to think I want to do something else, then I start to and change my mind. =/ It's because of the lack of free time! I have to cram everything in and so can't decide what I'd rather do. Double sigh.

K, I'm gonna try to focus on something...

WTH? I'm too confused to come up with any sort of answer.

I'm very much in a reading mood right now. Vair vair much. So much that I'm gonna go to the lib in 45 mins, after Shortland Street (I'm so cool), so that no-one gets out the 7th Weather Warden book before I can get there after work tomorrow. It's been there for a few days now, but that would be just my luck. I just finished 5 and am about to start 6.

At the same time, I'm really lazy and it's super hot, so I"m considering risking it, staying home and reading all of 6. I do have a couple other due back next week which I need to read, and a couple out from another lib - but those I can renew for another 3 weeks - and one I borrowed from a friend.

And a bunch on the computer.

Hmmmm.

It would depend. If they were just checking because they were expecting a message or call, nope. If they had text conversations, yep. Unless it was something important, like arranging who would be home when the maintanance guy comes (*cough*). I'd care less if I was in a group, since then there's someone else to talk to. If I knew them well I'd also mind less - if I didn't, I might be worried that they were bored.

I never say anything. I hate confrontations. I seriously can't cope with them, I get all upset and shaky. x.x It's pathetic, but it happens every time, unless I've known them forever.

Goodnight!

I am sitting here with my laptop on the table in front of me, and my flatmates on my lap. Mine is being a brat and won't let me download certain stuff, so I'm doing it on hers while she talks to her brother. This hasn't been a very productive day. I went to my lecture, but it was boring. I went to The Warehouse, and bought some DVDs. Found first season of Dawson's Creek for $20 (score!), The Perfect Man for $7, and Election for $5. Niiice. Would've bought some more but...you know...not enough money D: Then I fooled around on here for awhile, flatmate (hereafter referred to as 'A') came home, we went out to KFC for dinner then Wendy's for ice cream, now home. It's almost ten. I guess I'll watch a bit of the Tribe, and try out this thing I found that lets me put any form of video on my ipod. Yaaay. Another lecture tomorrow, so should go to bed early, but prob won't. =S

Hmmmmm. Nothing is jumping out at me. There are lots of songs used in tv ads which annoy me, and that stupid Taylor Swift song makes me want to smash the radio..but I'm sure there are some which are a lot worse. I bet I blocked them from my memory.

Okay, I'm sick of my journal being empty, so I've decided I'm going to answer these each day.

The answer to this one is "no thanks". I live too much in the future already. Besides, based on my beliefs, there IS no afterlife, so I'd just be wasting a day. If it turned out my beliefs were wrong, well, I don't want to know that. I hate being wrong! ;D

oh crap. i messed up my layout. am tired to find new one.

Hm, my layout is pink. I don't like pink. I felt the need to share that.